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[17 Feb 2006|08:23am] |
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It's been awhile since ive updated. well formal was amazing and everything afterwords is a bit of blur mixed with airhockey. since ive been chillin with my homies , tryin to cool it. i think im gonna lay low in the whole "relationship" world .............for now. new strategy is to stop looking and to let them come to me. Prov says it is possible that a guy can like me and i just might not know it..... and i said she was full of it j/k.
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| Break |
[18 Dec 2005|02:24pm] |
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[27 Nov 2005|09:11pm] |
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JL |
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my chest hurst from grieving.....
we know eachother so well,
but you seem like your a world away from me
i saw you once since and i couldnt help but cry
i have no idea why
i know what i did, i know it was weak
what can i say to you, to get through to you?
i try to remind you of what was felt,
you just keep pushing me away
there are to many feelings for me to count
i dont know what to do with them sometimes...
that must be why i cry
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| lookin different |
[27 Nov 2005|06:22pm] |
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braces off, other changes as well! and thanksgiving break is over one whole week gone by so fast lol. back to school tommorow. to much to soon
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| Damien!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
[13 Nov 2005|07:33pm] |
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riley snores |
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Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeew the Damien tournament was like the sickest thing since jerry curls!! i had such an awesome time! our debates were so completetly chill and even though my new partner and i didnt break we went with a record of 3-2 which was pretty intenese. the night at the motel was soooo funny! my rommates and Buck and i stayed up and watched really bad television. and the team walked over to "michaelangelos" at like eleven to get tons of pizza. lol. this was like the fatty tournament! everything was so cheap! i fell asleep on riley on the way home , we were both listening to my i-pod and then Deboer's like "You guys! wake up were like already here." Sooooo mcuh for a friggin' 3 day weekend it seemed more like an hour !!!
next week i get my braces off! mad props for me!
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| Concert!! |
[23 Oct 2005|07:15pm] |
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The Way She Moves- N.E.R.D |
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So it turns out we ended up getting tickets for the GWEN STEFANI AND BLACK EYED PEAS CONCERT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i swear Fergie and i like made a connection we got so close to the front. we just kept movin' forward and i started doing like this dance and then fergie did !! lol there was a connection. gwen stefani is such a madonna, she was kick ass!!!!!!!!!! One of her songs is like "im an orange county girl ,livin' in a gangsta ordinary world." it is sooo funny and totally like original. her stuff is so catchy!!!!!!! i completely recommend downloading on all of ya'lls I-PODs Gwen Stefani and Aundre 3000's "Long Way To Go" and "Bubble Pop Electric", and "Dangerzone" off her new album there sooooooooooooooooooo cool! the only downer of the concert was when the chicks in front of us spilled beer everywhere and fell back on us but my mom got them kicked out so we took their seats. lol. We even got this freakin' awesome t-shirt afterwords!!!!!!!!!!!! im totally wearing it to school on monday!
later for now
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| Wheeew Par-tay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
[08 Oct 2005|12:47pm] |
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chris brown |
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Holy Jeezez!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! For the 2nd time i got a surprise party thrown in Diego by my firends Lauren and Brandon for my B-DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I freaked out!!!!! i was like noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay! Her house was tripped out! There were balloons everywhere! her house looks over the ocean and the party started at sunset it was soooo kick booty!!!!!!!!!!!!!! we all jumped in her pool and lauren has like this waterfall going into her pool and i kept jumping off of it!!!!!!!! it was sooooooo sweet!!!!!!!!!!!!! the even got a cake from Cold Stones custom made!!!!!!!! i was look OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! we partied all night it was crazy i loved it im sooo happy i made such awesome friends that did all this for me! as for my family gathering i got a pet turtle!!!! named MILHOU ISAACS CROCKER!! and a Mini-IPOD NANO im soooo chill!!!!!!!! i cant belive this! my fourteen was the shit! and its not over......................................................................................
pictures to come!
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| Tournament Time |
[25 Sep 2005|08:02pm] |
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katy rose- vacation |
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ooooooooooooooo ya'll btter watch out!!!!!! my partner and i are gonna rock the debate world! we got our 5 stock issues solvency,inherency,significance,topicality and unificially our disadvantages!!!!!!!!!!!!!! long beach is this coming weekend!!!! its gonna be knarly, they better bring it cause guess whos commin????????????????????????????? MUA!!!!!!!!!
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| whoa |
[11 Sep 2005|08:19pm] |
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holy mother
call me crazy but i have never been to such an insane party
i thought LA partied .................uh uh
it was like being inside a club ........ not ur regular pop/hip hop
hard core crazy club music. strobe lights all the lights off, right after the football game (40-0 MAVS)
didnt even see his face much to dark in the dance
not much of a surpise to me
i saw mikey and i know for a fact he saw me
i dont know if he did with the guy though
all i know about the guy is that he plays footbal "68"
this is slightly hard core for my taste
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| One For Both |
[31 Aug 2005|06:07pm] |
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track 12 |
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My Saving Grace
Suppose i say im on my best behavior
but there are times when i lose my worried mind
would you want me when im not myself
wait it out while im someone else
and i , in time, will come around
i always do, for you
- john mayor
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| Jen!!!! |
[27 Aug 2005|12:38pm] |
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Jen is officially taking the amtrak down to come see me today!!!!!!!! wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeew!
im sooooooo excited!!!! we have lots to do!
#1 make chef boyardee pizza from scratch
#2 make brownies with hot fudge
#3 watch as many friends episodes as possible ( i have from 1 to season 7)
#3 watch Beaches the movie
#4 swim swim swim!
#5 take my tennis class
#6 go to fitness center
#6 make blueberry muffins
#7 show highschool FIND OUT WHAT ROOMS MY CLASS'S R IN! AND SHOW GYM!!!
#8 find route to highschool
#9 go to downtown carlsbad
AND LOTS LOTS MORE!
btw like by new user picture!! me and brielle in like the sixth grade dressing up as rockers
cause u know us ....... were totally hardcore
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| San Diego |
[16 Aug 2005|12:24pm] |
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I am officially back!!!!!! lol im so excited to be home!!! and i cant wait to party with julia tommorow! the people here are pretty nice , they even through us like this pizza party last night. the guy who lives above me (literally) Jamie i have yet to meet he is a senior at my highschool, which is pretty interesting. this place is full of teenagers!!! i luv it1 i try out for tennis thursday! i have to chill with everyone in L.A before school. jen, jovon, alejandre, and everyone else , u better get ur ass's to the phone and call me! wait never mind i have a new number lol i'll email it to u
my new curtains smell like fish, definitely not a gd thing
-ana
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| Eureka!? Come in! |
[10 Aug 2005|11:00pm] |
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So i just finished my little detour on the way to my cousins new home in fayetteville , arkansas ( where i am now)! we went to Eureka Springs before lisa and i am came here and we stayed in the Tall Pines Inn (otherwise known as the Middle of Nowhere Cabins for Honeymooners/Bikers). i actually liked it a lot! we went hiking around beaver lake and took a paddle boat out the same day! we also went on a cruise and we went to this really awesome italian resteraunt Emilios! (we took home turtle cheesecake that had fudge and caramel and nuts on it, it was soooooooooooooooo good!) the town was really pretty! now were at the new house and its really nice but none of the furniture is here yet so its like camping in this really nice house. i can't wait to go to the mall here tommorow !!
my stupid phone is currently not working (possibly since im all the way out in arkansas) so i can really only keep in contact by email!
ttyl
-ana
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| Best Friends Are Forever Part 2 |
[26 Jul 2005|11:42am] |
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space jam (in honor of bri and jen) |
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I cannot wait to clean amandas room! most people would call me crazy
but i LOVE making rooms neat! plus, im so excited about decorationg my
new room in la costa! this is most likely going to be what the bed in
my bedroom looks like.........
The Tahitian Quilt
on the down side i havet to take another placement exam for my highschool and it's straight math! i'll get over it eventually.
toodles for now!
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| Only Explanation |
[07 Jul 2005|10:23pm] |
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This ain't a movie no
No fairy tale conclusion ya'll
It gets more confusing everyday
Sometimes it's heaven sent
We head back to hell again
We kiss and we make up on the way
I hang up you call
We rise and we fall
And we feel like just walking away
But as our love advances
We take second chances
Though it's not a fantasy
I Still want you to stay
Take it slow
Maybe we'll live and learn
Maybe we'll crash and burn
Maybe you'll stay, maybe you'll leave,
maybe you'll return
Maybe you'll never find
Maybe we won't survive
But maybe we'll grow
We never know baby you and I
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| Camping |
[01 Jul 2005|10:52pm] |
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This is sooooo sad! i just got back from camping with bri and jen (the best camping trip ever, im gonna miss Brett espeically and the whole Billet, Rosquee, and McClain family they're the best. but ill see them next summer) and now were all splitting up. bri= europe jen= pismo and i = good old kansas! we're all going to keep in touch though. bri is already for sure coming down for spring break and me and jen have plained to go to like a thousand SC games!!!!!! im am now officially going to La Costa Canyon Highschool in Carlsbad Home of the Mavericks! im taking japanese, which i think is going to be super hard. lol
www.lacostacanyon.com
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| Here We Go |
[19 Jun 2005|11:29pm] |
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breathe- anna nelick |
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Its funny how things have
changed in the last 3 years and some things are still just the same.
Its gonna be a sad day, when we all have to let go of eachothers hands,
fears, desires, and dreams. when we havet to open our eyes even wider
and start on a new path. i dont know about you but im excited for the
most part, and not just for myself but for everyone. i love all of my
friends in different ways and for different reasons, but there is one
thing you all have in common........
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| Well Relationships Change, Though I Think Its kind of Strange How Money Makes a Man Grow |
[10 Jun 2005|09:04pm] |
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amos lee |
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Was it you who spoke the words that things would happen but not to me
Oh things are gonna happen naturally
Oh taking your advice I'm looking on the bright side
And balancing the whole thing
But often times those words get tangled up in lines
And the bright lights turn to night
Until the dawn it brings
Another day to sing about the magic that was you and me
Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
And others just read of
Others only read of the love, the love that I love.
See I'm all about them words
Over numbers, unencumbered numbered words
Hundreds of pages, pages, pages forwards
More words then I had ever heard and I feel so alive
You and I, you and I
Not so little you and I anymore
And with this silence brings a moral story
More importantly evolving is the glory of a boy
Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
And others just dream of
And if you could see me now
Well I'm almost finally out of
I'm finally out of
Finally deedeedeedee
Well I'm almost finally, finally
Well I'm free, oh, I'm free
And it's okay if you have go away
Oh just remember the telephone works both ways
And if I never ever hear them ring
If nothing else I'll think the bells inside
Have finally found you someone else and that's okay
Cause I'll remember everything you sang
Cause you and I both loved what you and I spoke of
and others just read of and if you could see now
well I'm almost finally out of.
I'm finally out of, finally, deedeeededede
well I'm almost finally, finally, finally out of words.
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